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Posted by davidperkins1981 on November 17, 2009
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My brother committed suicide?
And I wrote this today, I wish he could read it. Please help me come to terms with this loss.
You know what I remember? How you cried so much when I went into hospital and told me that you would ALWAYS be there for me through my depression. And there was noone else I would have preferred to say it. Then, at the time this phtoto was taken, we all went on holiday. I remember staying on the beach til late with you. You were asking me about suicide, I thought you were just curious. You told me you loved me, and gave me your necklace. You asked me what the easiest way to lose someone through suicide would be. I said that no way would be easy, but I said if they were hit by a car it wouldn’t be so bad because at least you could think that it wasn’t entirely their fault. But you know what? I changed my mind, it doesn’t make anything easier.
In August 2008 the police turned up at our front door to report that you had been involved in a car crash. You were seriously injured but being hit didn’t kill you – it was the overdose you’d taken before. You don’t know how much I blamed myself, Liam. We didn’t know there was anything wrong, there were no signs. I’ve blamed myself ever since. Mum and Dad were too busy with me and my depression to pay you the attention you clearly needed. I’ve never told anyone what happened on the beach that day, because it hurts to think about it. I should have known, I should have been able to stop it. I am so sorry Liam.
We only knew when we came and saw you in hospital, where we found the note in your trouser pockets. Saying how you loved us all and how sorry you were. And then weeks later, I found my own personal note from you – hidden inbetween some photographs in my room. I haven’t shown that note to anyone.
I miss playing xbox with you all night, bodyboarding with you on the beach, playing board games and going out having a good time. I miss my big brother and how protective he was of me. It hurt so much when you went. I tried so many times to join you and had to go through more inpatient treatment and medications. I hate all the songs that remind me of you. I hate the smell of Lynx. I hated it at Christmas when we had an empty space at the table. I hate it when I’m asked how many brothers and sisters I have. Everything reminds me of you.
I wear the necklace every single day. I haven’t ever taken it off, since the day you gave it to me. I still have the tshirt you lent me in my drawer, I haven’t been able to wash it yet. I have our photographs all over my bedroom walls, your texts saved in my phone. All to try and forget that you’re gone and to forget that the last time I spoke to you, I lent out of my window and shouted, ‘You better buy me them 2 bottles of Coke on the way home’. I don’t care about the Coke anymore Liam, I love you and I miss you.
I am sorry for your loss. Don’t ever forget every moment you had with your brother. Don’t commit suicide either think about all your other brothers and sisters and how they will miss you if you were gone. Your parents will also be worried as well.
Hope i helped
09!!
Luis V. | Jan 22, 2009
i cant read all that
but im so sorry for ur loss
wish u well x
Adan H | Jan 22, 2009
That’s well sad a tear shed for you and him =(
Daletron | Jan 22, 2009
I am so sorry for your loss!
The love you had for him shows and i hope this will give you the strength to come to terms with the loss!
Take care and remember all the great times you shared together!
monica | Jan 22, 2009
Awwh, I’m sure your brother is really proud of you, you seem to have a talent for writing !
Im sorry about your loss, your piece of writing is really nice – almost made me cry =[
xxx
Lauren… | Jan 22, 2009
This is so sad. I am so terribly sorry that this happened. It seems like he was fighting some pretty huge inner demons. This was NOT your fault. You need to believe that. What he was feeling and dealing with was out of your control. There is not much else anyone can really say to you. Just know that you didn’t do this.
Jenny | Jan 22, 2009
oh my god.
you can’t blame yourself, your brother had it planned, and obviously by asking you he was thinking about the best way to… go. In the meantime, don’t you do anything stupid, your brother wouldn’t have wanted that… I’m so sorry for your loss.
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